Thoughts

"Where this pain coming from? Oh the heart aches.. A lot more than I thought.. The pain making me feel faintish. I need water.. Yes water.. Where it is now..??  Thank God ! I kept a glass of water beside the bed before I came to sleep.. I reached out the glass.. My hand need little more stretching to get the glass...  I tried to move myself a little further..  Oh no..!! My body is numbed.. Heart pains.. My breathing is becoming heavy.. Sweat starts pouring despite the cold weather.  Suddenly fear strucks my heart.. Is this the time..? Is this the time of painy departure..?  "My Kids, My family... Images flows to my darken mind.. The happy faces, the wonderful moments, the love and harmony I had all around with them...  My eyes lenseed with tears... Suddenly  all the tears I have kept hidden all along gushes down drenching my heart in it which makes it heavier than before... Oh no!! Now I can't even see anything... Suddenly I realized I needed water......

Gazing out the valley of thoughts.. Trying to ponder over the random thoughts while waiting...  Waiting... Waiting... Waiting... For what..? The mind questions..??  Is it for some miracle to happen?  Is it for some change to happen? Or is it until we realize the time has already gone... People wait all their life for the things that never would happen but wishing from every possible way to make that One thing to come under the light so that they can see it.. Is that wishing enough..?  Why that question rarely come to Human mind?  Though we get that question do we have the guts to act upon it..??  But is waiting healthy..?  Is waiting beneficiary..??  Or is waiting drags us deep down the dark holes we fear to reach..?  Yes it is true.. Time has its own way of making things up... It's own way of making things fall into its correct places.. We need patience... We need courage to put our trust on the unpredi...

We could never learn to be brave and patient if there were only joy in the world.  ~Helen Keller~ As rightly said above will our equation in life be balanced if we don't know what struggles are and how much pain it can cause..??  Struggles are the hard times, tough situations which takes the toll out of us and drench in pain, yet keep us going on facing and fighting....  Every person go through their unique kind of mental, physical, financial struggles...  But some incidents bring all sort of struggles at once and haunt our lives beyond repair.  The Beast in the struggles climb on top our head and drive our lives to its ugliness and bitterness...  No struggles is worst that the other yet you can face anything for any-long if you have the person who loves you the most is beside you throughout the struggles.  But what happens if that one person leaves you forever.... How can the struggles be absorbed...?? Isn't it like we have given t...